do i have to choose?

i really dont want to make a big deal out of this. but yesterday, i was torn between my 2 major set of friends...my kada and my block kada. you see, i was supposed to watch sisterhood of the traveling pants with my block kada...julie and i had been itching to watch this ever since we heard it on the radio. it was kind of hard getting all of us together because most of us are already on our term break.

but then, nagbackout ako. it was because my kada had this dvd marathon...which wasn't really a real dvdfest... parang ang tagal ko na silang di nakita.... tas na kasama ko naman block kada ko for the past 3 days... julie's party (btw, nakakahiya pagmumukha ko sa presentation, kala ko pa naman sbi ni kre...panay flash lang ako. haha at mas nakakahiya pa ng nagsalita nko for julie. tama bang natanggal ang cord ng microphone ng turn ko na?) tas tuesday (usap usap with rj dwight julie sa kroc, may utang p kmi ni juls.haha) and wednesday (adventure ang pgpnta nmin ni julie sa makati, ng mineet up namin si faye)...kaya naglie low muna ako sa g4/gb.

so...pinuntahan ko kada ko sa mcdo, at pinalala nila na birthday pala ni arzy kahapon.. kaya dumating din si micah (from UST at tagal ko ng di nakita)...sa may taft, para isurprise si arzy. ...HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARZY!!!

naisip ko lang...di ko kayang maging impulsive. gaya ni mega... isang tanong lang ni lari na magovernyt sa haus niya (take note: nasa haus na kami ni mega) ...tas pumayag kagad si mega... in 5 minutes...ready to go na si mega.

...i was trying to balance the time i share with kada and block kada. is it right to weigh things? love ko silang pareho ..kaya ayoko nmang i-turn down khit sino sa kanila.

i hope things would not come to a point where i really had to choose between them.

...kelangan kaya magkakaroon ng pagkain sa haus? sawa na ako sa pancit canton.