i will never forget lola pasing

i just found out that my lola Pasing passed away. she's not really a mother of my dad or my mom but she's my lola's cousin.. and NOBODY in the house informed me about it while i was at puerto even when i got back from puerto. HOW COULD THEY NOT TELL ME? my mom told me when she came home a while ago, because she came from the wake. im quite angry at them, especially my dad because he said he forgot to tell me..to think he was texting me nung nasa puerto. he's not doing anything, he's just watching TV or reading at home. and when he told me that he forgot all about it, he's saying it like its no big deal. but they know it is for me..she's the one who took care of me at home while i was still young(i usually stayed at my grandparents haus when i was a kid), when my mom or dad were too busy with their own stuff. she's the one who's on my side when my sibs were giving me a hard time while playing. she's the one who's willing to play with me when my sibs were busy with their friends.

i dont really know what happened but she ran away...i knew she was going to leave because i watched her packed her stuff. i told my lil sis that we should stop her. so, we grabbed this heavy plastic chair and blocked the gate. it was soon getting dark, she told me that its time for dinner and i told her that she shouldn't leave. she promised she won't. but after dinner, she was gone. well, i couldn't blame her...she must have felt suffocated or something because back then, my parents didn't want her to go out or take a day-off or something. i really wouldn't know.

and what's weird about it is that, she died last tuesday at about 3 am..same time i was preparing for puerto( i met up with mikka 45 minutes later). that time, i felt that somebody was watching me from the window or something. haay nakakabadtrip sila.

please pray for her naman o, sandali lang naman yun e. la pang 2 minutes.